Why is motherhood so elusive?
Finally a diagnosis, conclusive.
So tired of treading water,
In want of a son or daughter.
The battle is raging still,
Ever steady, always uphill.
Oft surrounded by gloom,
Soon happiness will bloom.
Life isn't fair,
Wish I didn't care.
The hurt is real,
Wish I couldn't feel.
I don't want him sad,
He's so ready to be a dad.
Too much pain,
Experience for my gain.
This road is rough,
It's making me tough.
Pregnancy shouldn't be maybe,
It should always equal baby.
Waiting for my turn,
Still trying to learn,
We're on the Lord's time,
Not mine.
1 comment:
ah, beautiful, but sad thoughts. i'm sorry shaylee. i imagine the heartache you live with on a daily basis gets overwhelming often. thanks for sharing your feelings.
i know it's a very personal subject, but i'm always curious about if you guys have had anymore answers on that front. we're rooting for you! you guys are in our prayers!
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